

Scattered Pink is a raw and honest journey through pain, forgiveness, addiction, and the beauty of recovery. Honesty Liller shares her personal story of battling substance use, starting at just 12 years old, and her deep, complicated relationship with heroin that nearly cost her life. Through brutal honesty and hard-won wisdom, she invites readers to reflect on the power of forgiveness—not just for others, but for themselves.
Honesty doesn't shy away from the darkness she lived through, including the crimes, the hurt caused to loved ones, and the feeling of accepting death as inevitable. But Scattered Pink is ultimately a story of hope. In recovery since May 27, 2007, Honesty shows that healing is possible and life can be transformed into something beautiful, meaningful, and purpose-driven.
Whether you're struggling with your past, your family, or your own choices, this book offers a powerful reminder: you can choose healing. You can choose joy. You can choose you. Through deep self-work, forgiveness, and fierce resilience, Honesty Liller found her way back to herself—and she believes you can too.
This is your one life. Will you stay trapped by the past, or will you choose to forgive, grow, and live fully? The choice is yours.
What People Are Saying About "Scattered Pink"
Anna David, NYT bestselling author of 8 books, publisher, TEDxer, TV speaker, podcaster
"Honesty shows the world that there is a way to heal from trauma. You can feel her truth, pain, love, and humor. Our world needs more female leaders like Honesty......bold, beautiful, and badass."
Sara Daves, Intuitive Purpose Coach
"In her book, Honesty shares a simultaneously heartwarming and heart wrenching story of her path to recovery. What she reveals is both refreshing and terrifying, and she has without a doubt lived up to her name. We have all been touched by addiction - and no matter how we've been touched, we can recognize our shared humanity in Honesty's words. Her lived experience proves over and over that the way out of hell is through. It is a universal testament that those who find the courage to be honest and vulnerable can absolutely rediscover themselves and come into wholeness."
Rachel
"This was an incredibly well written story of one’s journey from despair to freedom. I appreciate the pure, raw, honest experiences and emotions from Honesty. 10/10 recommend this read!"
Kelly G.
"Phenomenal and hope inspiring story from a broken state of being to an awesome and loving mother, wife, daughter and so much more! Honesty has touched so many lives. This book provides a real glimpse and proof of a complete life change (body, mind, and soul) that is possible for anyone willing to work for it."